Like a rose

I saw this on my  facebook’s wall… and I was rather amused so I put this up here.

Since it’s on facebook so I guess its entitled for everyone to have a look

A1? Nsync? westlife?

oh well… times have changed… even guys do camwhore….

My girlfriends…I shall not comment on this any further…..

Don’t joke with me …

So it was a joke.. not Funny..!

No more dramas…

I wonder how much 6gb of internet can offer me to surf ? Will I ever be able to write a blog and insert pictures again ? I guess I could but it will take FOUREVER…

6gb isn’t alot since it wont be able to sustain me due to my heavy usage since I  watch dramas on a regular basis. It could be a good way for me to get rid of one major form of distraction while writing either but it is definitely painful to remove my major  form of entertainment.. oh well .. its not gonna kill me but maybe it will.  ” 23 year old girl found dead of boredom in her room due to limited  internet access in the room”

I will go to the lab and do writing if I need to and do my experiments at night… and best of all avoid the bloody irresponsible people who push their jobs around. I shall get ready my jay chou mtv and shirtless men pictures.. Go LEE MINHO!

I so hope she gets into trouble one day cos this has been going on far too long… Well she is fortunate to be with people who are nice.. ( including myself ) hahaha!

But I am not a push over..  It’s like a group project and every one is assigned things to do and some idiots will come to you and tell you to do their loads… when they can easily do it… but they think its out of our convenience to do it …

anyways … I have to deal with the pain of no more watching dramas and other random shows…  I will see how I survive with that..

MONASH UNI – MONEY SUCKER

FUCK! Guess what.. I ve been in this uni for 3 freaking years and they gonna suck me dry … and I m gonna be poor forever no matter what degree I m doing…

I don’t see my future by doing my degree in monash at all ..since they gonna make me poor by keep asking me to pay for fees (more than I should)

the situation is this.. I m doing my biomedical science master’s course which costs about freaking $30 K … a year and each semester cost like $15 K … For postgraduates, there isn’t a real defined time of a semester… They told me I could start my bloody project any time I like. So I started in April.. So I paid for a year – and I m expecting to finish that course within a year though I m given 2 years to do it..

and guess what… now the new semester for the uni begins and they are making us paying school fees again .. and I thought I have already done payment.. no need to fret over it.. but they wrote an email telling me to pay another $8 K … I M DAMM STRESSED… I dunno where am i gonna get the money.. being an international school student.. U get no funding.. less scholarships unless you are freaking smartass and get HD through your life.. .Unfortunately i m not one of them.. I get to this stage via my persistence, perserverance … and I think the costs of the course is killing my passion for science cos its so damm costly… Why the fuck am I so freaking stupid to do this course.. I paid so much to get tortured … I am doing research and I m like spending my life away trying to contribute to the life science here … but we don’t get rewards…

Do you ever think I can get to lodge a complain at student grievance..

Now to think about it.. I should have worked hard since I was in primary school .. and I will make my kids study like crazy everyday to get in local uni so they wont have to pay so much for unis here and I will discourage them from doing science courses … hopefully they will do something do-able even if they go into private uni.. THey don’t need a special place called labs …

IF they are gonna make me pay more than I should .. I might be the next monash student hanging myself…

Already our course demands are killing us… and they have to make us international students to face this crappy fees thing…

I totally need to sell my backside to get the money.. can u imagine .. a uni student selling herself so she could study in uni… because the fees are too ex…

WOE IS ME …DAMM U uni.. to all other international students who are thinking of coming here.. please check that you are super loaded before coming here… like you have to have at least $100 K to pay for uni…

Why the hell am I doing masters again and why the hell I m doing it here.. —- > STUPID LOR… I should have stopped and think… twice…

Avatar is awesome I must say

I watched AVATAR in 3D at IMAX… being with friends who are in communications is a priviledge … they share things that I don’t know…about the theatres even.

IMAX would have a square screen in which the sides of the film would be cut out to fit the screen. In our normal theatre at hoyts, it is wide screen, so its the top and bottom that is cut out to fit the screening.

About the movie itself… I heard they spent about $200 + million  on the making of it and in the first week … I think they almost break even for the cost of making ( that’s what I heard… I m not sure about the actual figures as I can’t be bothered to do my readings or research as I have a thesis to do… but anyways I wanna do my free writing on what other opposing comments I ve heard)

I am sure everyone has a preference for the type of books you read, movies you watch, coffee you drink eh..

so I m not surprise if someone doesn’t like Avatar like you know how someone can don’t like shopping…

but it recently got a bit way too insulting when a friend of mine stated in fb’s status that,

“if movies are just about getting impressed by the artificial effects, I might as well date bimboes with heavy make up”

and so it generated a series of long comments between me and him especially I don’t find there is a link in this statement but as he said he is making a metaphor that doesn’t really sound like one . Let me re-define what he means in this statement. He means if movies are just about effects, then girls are going to be about make up.

In actual fact, most guys would like to date girls who do their make up … I haven’t seen any guys , especially asians who would be more than willing to date a girl who doesn’t wear nice dresses or even bother with a bit of make up…and if you do see how awful a girl can look without it , you’d prefer her to wear it right ?

Duh uh…

Anyways… Avatar has been given a lot of good reviews because it is a beautiful film.

Is the storyline impressive?

To him.. he finds it mostly predictable… and he complains it is not realistic..

To be honest I thought they would all die after the big explosion … (probably for the first hour of the show) but then there were more… so I thought the story line was good and it’s not too sad.. Enough of korean dramas which showcase one lover have to die in the endand as if Singaporean dramas are not that realistic ( they would always show nice beautiful girls being raped and lovers not getting together for some unknown reasons …)

I think Avatar’s storyline is really good to bring you into another world of new creatures , new plants, new forms of people with USB stick thing? Obviously we could  guess the creatures were made in a similar forms of dogs , rhinocerous and there are trees or plants that glitters.. Its not even realistic to me that I question how they could light fire in Pandora when the oxygen content is sooooo low right….But it is a good story line since the lovers are together anyways…

and that guy said 500 day of summer is a better movie which I just watched the trailer… and I was thinking .. ” how did he even manage to compare those two”

It is like if I m asking a business man to read Finance mag and marie claire and a 18 year old girl to read this two magazines and ask them to pick from these two of which is the more appealing magazine to them…. right?

One is a human form movie love story that is something like “he is just not that into you” and another movie is definitely about the color effects , the creatures and you have to give credit to the one who has this creativity of creating each and every creatures , the plants , the glitter on Navi’s face , the horse- like creature and the amazing jungle .. and how real life it could look there with their special way of filming this show which I have no idea… Obviously this is totally original… It doesnt come from a book… and James Cameron basically started writing  the script since 1994… ( its a lot of hard work!!!) . They even have the Navi’s language… which is impressive…

so how do you compare the two. If you would compare He is  just not  that into you to  500 days of summer… it makes sense…

But other than that… I just think  he is finding the joy of opposing what the majority think is good for the sake of having the kick to be “different” … Tell me about it … how unique you are… haha

Forever yours … my withering foot!

Can’t blame me for being Cynical..

But its pretty idiotic to sign off with “forever yours”

WOE IS ME for you are not mine forever… but I will definitely be delightful if I m forever 21 and always shopping at forever new…

Thou heart is not sincere…Thou is so deceitful

Alas ! (not sure if i m putting it here appropriately… just trying to make it sound quite anciently dramatic)

When obviously now you know you aren’t and you can’t be  right.

What a sad story that saddens every one and all the tree shall wither and DIE …

ALL my  flowering tree will drop plum blossoms!

NO MORE SARANG HAE YO…and obviously I m not very dear and well adored after I wrote this.

So how many girls did you sign off with that same cliche thing and writing the same poem ?

I m not surprise either after all I m not the only girl you were nice to. I had picked up several clues that you were also nice to her as well.. same treatments… started off with hot honey lemon drink + cooked meals eh?

see it doesn’t even take more than 5 months to prey on someone new right…Very smooth I would say… and probably hug her from behind… (that’s still not a right thing to do… I felt molested) .

Should you quote a verse for yourself as well , write it on a post-it and stick it on your forehead so that you will remember it forever… ” I will not mislead girls anymore for I will be faithfully attached to this so and so.. “

You aren’t  the nice guy that you’ve been trying to portray and convince the whole world that you are and therefore the furious sun will shine so strongly and make the temperature hits 50 oC this coming year on this land during summer .

The fact that you told me how your ex treated you got me really suspicious and obviously the on and off clues that you gave tell me that you are Mr Misleading no. 02..

No more spring flowering trees as all the flowers on the flowering trees had withered and died and the plum blossoms had fallen off..

Haiz… Why so much drama for me!

thinking about 2009

It is almost coming to the year end right now… Amazingly … This is fast… The end of 2009 is just in a few days time. And I should really reflect on how the year has been.. and I have not achieved most of my goals… sad to say.

1) physical aspect: drop 5kg and run 5 km.. (that I shall reserve it till next year .. haha but I m good with 3km)

2) this year has been a roller coaster ride for me… there are days I stressed myself at work a little bit too much and its kinda bad.. And I think all of it boils down to time management… so in the year 2010.. I wish I would have a good time management and yes… being discipline to wake up early to do what I planned to do will be essential as well..

3)Emotional aspect : I had been feeling really down for most part of this year… and I tried to see the light at the end of the tunnel… sometimes I feel really really depress… and most people think it could be work related… I think its mainly the drama that I was dealing with… and again I think I m not ready for any relationships right now… I  m glad that didn’t want to be with someone who just wants to be in a relationship and clueless about being in love. I was like him too years ago but I learnt it the hard way…and to this date…I kept myself single for 5 years because I can get very nit picky about someone I want to be in a serious r/s with … Most people I met aren’t probably in the criteria.. I can’t stand wasting my feelings with another person who is not worth it. Lessons learnt and I have to let go drama which I could prevent it if I knew it any better.

4)Friendships : I m glad I m still keep in touch with my best pals in Singapore and have made friends with Alison (rachel’s sister). She is really random at times and overly spontaneous but I find the life of fun to be in her… and I should really be more like her… but with that said.. I need to juggle my thesis writing and having fun at the same time. Not forgetting to mention, I love my current new CG and the church in the city. Although my new church here do sing “thee and thy” songs… which I m still not used to it.. but I love the people there.. they are all nice and City’s people are really warm… I m glad I have reduced that form of depression of being outcast and not able to fit in the church group community by finding a place for myself this year.

Livia – you are the one of best CGL I ve met, who is truly concern and sincere about your members.

Spiritual : I m slacking again.. I m sad to say… I m quite disappointed with myself.. but “Gambatte” I m going to be “revived” and start all over again… I really want to stop letting my negative emotions to get in the way with God. I want to find my way in him all over again.. I need to acknowledge that  it is a serious problem and its not gonna be a  sweet life for years to come and I have to learn to deal with this. I have to be mature about it and stop being foolish!

Also I think I ve been more opened out at the 2nd part of this year… I was feeling rather fearful for the first part of it.. it was hard… but I m glad I deal with it … now I m more confident… I want to let that stay in me…and let it grow bigger

Family: I really need to call my granny.. its so hard to talk  to her when she doesn’t have a mobile phone.. Ah ma.. I miss you.. I really want to be nice to her when I m back , cook for her and even bring her to my place so I can take care of her… Seriously, guys can stop asking me to cook for them because I will refuse to cook for any guys specially when I haven’t even cook for my granny..

I miss her.. I miss going to the market with her.. now she has difficulty in walking…so I should really learn how to drive next year and being useful to the family… and yes I want to be more independent… Driving is really a useful thing to know…

I know this is really lame… but .. but… BUT…

I just wanna do it!!!!

Two different worlds

So I watched twilight last Friday and I was writing in my FB’s status about Jacob’s abs as it is really attractive to the extent it sucks out the soul of my life when I see it. Okay damm exaggerating lah! But I want my love of my life to be this “woohoo” – sexy!

After all the whole story line in the movie was rather lame for me and what could you ask a girl to do when I ve got sick of Bella looking through the window to get over Edward and you get to see Jacob who has a great body and appearing more often  in the show. Seriously.. if I was Bella.. I will jump on Jacob without thinking… Who cares about the vampire with the hairy chest anyways. Okay I can imagine 1000 of xiao mei meis who love Edward to the core trashing me and probably crucify me for saying that as most of them probably want very much for Bella and Edward to be together forever. I would totally trade a vampire for a werewolf with the awesome abs to ogle at  for my entire life… ahahah!

Well…it wasn’t  just me… The whole cinema ( most likely all the estrogen filled creatures in the cinema) were going ” WHooo”. ” WHOA” , ” WHOOO hooo” , ” AHHHHHHHHHHHH!”, ” Yummmmmmmmmmm” when the scene showed Jacob took off his clothes to show off his hot bod or when Bella punched his abs or hug him… I mean we were all imagining how it felt for Bella… Obviously I want to do this too…

Oh well but guess what… somehow a weird random guy saw my Fb’s status and he left a message saying

“am looking for interesting women for companionship and maybe more. if u’re keen to know me, do reply.”

HAAH… okay obviously I ignore it and should have forget all about it. But… I just wanna blog about this cause he is a weird SG guy … and yes he must have thought he has some abs but PUI!!!  I wanna diss this weird SG guy who is too arrogant and bey hiao bai(aka shameless)…

Hello.. Look at Jacob’s abs.. do you know why I m praising him… ?? Isn’t it obvious… ??

Aww so cute ... Sayang sayang **

Or you know … someone like this cute… is my Sarang too …

I am fortunate because…

I have my besties…

It’s good to be able to make friends with people who share the same thoughts as you are. Not that we agree with each other all the time but we have the same perspective … At least, I know they are the most reliable people around to listen to and I am able to trust them should I be walking the wrong path one day…

Friends are there to lift you up and they are the people who influence you the most.

But again… its up to you to choose to listen to what people say…

Sometimes pride can get a hold of us and we choose to turn a deaf ear to what our friends say to us .. and you think you are the smarter one and know what’s good for you but you don’t see the bigger picture like they do.

I know its hard to listen to what your peers tell you to do… but I think it will ultimately reward you to make the effort to take a step back and see what they are trying to tell you so you will not make a fool out of yourself of a situation.

As a saying goes ” what goes around, comes around”

I think you and I are quite familiar with that , don’t we ?

Sometimes you don’t see the immediate effect… as its not as straightforward as you think but what you do/ choose to do in a situation ultimately reflects a character of yourself . Those who knows about it see it clearer than you. It has been marred…

To quench your thirst…

As requested by my bestie… This is it

 

 

Love this dress.. I bought it at Waverly gardens shopping mall… a small mall in the suburb where you only see old ladies and ah peh frequent…I love the mocha coffee there as well as the kebab and the newly renovated big store selling party dresses. It used to be a small cluttered store and it was difficult to shop since they brought it more things than they could sell I guess…  but i guess they still break even and managed to rent a bigger store now.

 

Totally showed it off…

Hair accessory at Au$13.90…

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